I have been so sad about the flooding in Texas. My brother lives in Austin. He had lots of rain and wind but no flooding. He is safe. His family is safe. But so many others are not. It’s really so sad we can’t put words to it.
I’ve wanted to write this week but I wanted it so be something that might bring joy or a smile or warmth. So many people are suffering and don’t we suffer just a little when we see our fellow man in such peril? So I have a little story that will maybe bring you some joy -or you might shake your head and laugh.
Because I got a sign. Not a sign but a SIGN!
The other day I was talking to my mother in law. She’s in heaven -or the great beyond. Whatever you want to call it. To me it’s heaven. We lost her just over a month ago. My heart still hurts and it will for a while -she was my good good friend for almost 20 years.
Anyway I talk to her. I feel her so near to me. I can’t explain it. But maybe it’s the way she felt her husband near her after he passed away in 2015. She felt him in bed on his side next to her every night. Oh and he made visits to us too. I’ve written about the time he was sitting watching kevin build our chicken coop. Kevin saw him out of the corner of his eye -twice. Dad would have loved being part of building that coop!
So she’s gone and the hours long conversations on the phone are gone too. Often I’d talk to her then hang up and dial my mother. Those days are gone. But my mom lives here so the chats can continue in person. But there is a hole left where mom sweeney once was. I feel her close but it’s not the same.
So I talk. She’d want that. The other day while I was talking to her I asked her to send me a sign she was ok.
I said ” maybe you could put a white rose on my pink rose bush or put flowers where they wouldn’t really grow.”
I went on with my day and didn’t think about it again until a day or two later I saw this.
This was a pot of weeds on my deck. I hadn’t planted in there in two or three years because my dogs would tear up the pot and eat the flowers. Last spring I pulled weeds out but weeds kept growing. This year a big stalk grew out of it and the boys removed that a month ago or more – and the pot was supposed to go into the big dumpster we have out front now as we clean things out from a basement flood and the junk that accumulates when three generations are living in a house.
But now there are flowers in the pot! There weren’t any all summer. Just weeds.
I take this as a sign.
I’m not sure what others think but all I know is it brought me joy in a week with a lot of sad stuff going on.
I’ll take it.
Hope this made you smile or laugh – it’s all good.